psychology of cp

[jaybo]

Basically I'm emotionally immature and find it very easy to stick my head in the sand to escape confrontation or wuss out of arguments ,a voice in my head says Man up!.
Similar to school if I was picked on I would end up a mass of snot and tears, I would make a fantastic cuckold, go on tell me to stand in the corner!

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God I'm full of self pity today do forgive me....and I've over eaten...(pig!)

[Titanites]

Often the best way, is escaping confrontation. I escape failure in a somewhat similar way: I might regret not doing something however worthwhile it may seem, but at least I avoid the worse alternative, of trying but very possibly failing with the attendant embarrassment, disappointment & frustration.

[jaybo]

Yep..case in point, swimming for the school,coming a resounding last place and miss P.E teacher doing a character assassination on me in assembly,when I turned down the chance to swim again for the school once bitten... No thanks

[jaybo]

Sorry a lot of my waffle belongs in off topic...feel better today xx