I have recently reviewed my life from childhood to the present day, the result being that at every stage from then until now, I have made a number of mistakes or transgressions which should have resulted with strict punishments. I would like to meet with a strict disciplinarian who is prepared to work with me over the next 12 months or so and retrospectively punish me for my misdeeds. I am male and in my early 50's, and just need to get things sorted I know this is a strange request but I genuinely hope there is empathy and understanding for my situation. Please if you can help then either message or email me. (amble1964@live.com)