long time waiting

I am new here, male 47 average build live nr petersfield in hampshire. For a long time now I have thought about getting spanked but never have ,What i think about is going to a strangers house and undressing in the hall leaving just my boxers on then being shown in to the next room and told to remove my boxers before being positioned over a chair with my bum fully exposed for the spanker , the spanking would then be given not to hard for my first time after that i would get on my knees and relieve the spanker if they so wished and then do the same to myself after which i dress and leave.

anybody want to help me realise this male or female or both just let me know